Right. I shan't be unhappy on New Year's Eve.
Whatever shit has happened in the past year,
let all the shit become golden and I'll be damn rich.


No lah. Let's just say like..
I'll leave all my fears and mistakes behind,
and let 2007 be a new beginning for everything.

Well, the new year officially marks the end of my Secondary Two life.
I must say, I really love this year.
As I look back on the past year,
I realise how people have changed,
how we've all grown up and bonded and stuff,
and most importantly, how much I miss TWOFIVE.


Well, if we could go back in time,
I'd definitely treasure the time I had with my class more.

I guess we'll all just have to move on.
No more monkey business,
no more 'MISH ROH TELL YOU ARH',
no more ' Zi4 Yi2!',
perhaps no more 'G'day class!",
and no more BA-ing in class with Bibiana. =(

I'll miss those times, a lot a lot.
I'll miss sitting with Bibiana lah.
I can so clearly remember the time I pushed her off her chair
when the whole class was so damn quiet. HAHA!

At least I'll still have the gays around.
But that's not the point.
I'll miss Pawk and Ji too.
Daisy's right beside so I don't have to miss her. TSK.
It's so weird to suddenly have a new mix of classmates lah. Oh well.


Life has to go on.

As for my band life, I think this year has been rather fruitful for me.
I mean, I finally got rid of my disgusting sound,
and yeah, at least I sound quite decent now.
My sight reading has improved, somehow.
And I've definitely learnt a lot more.
Even thought sometimes I'm damn lazy to go for band,
I still love it a lot.
Because that's been where I spend like one-third of my life,
and that's where I have my friends, and music.
THREE CHEERS FOR CMB! :D



Most importantly, because you appeared,
2006 has been really different for me.

I've never tried staring at my phone for hours waiting for a message.
And I've never felt so happy and relieved after getting that message.
And then there's so many things I never had,
you brought them to me.


I know what I said days back was overboard, I'm sorry. Really.

I don't know what you think,
but I'm really thankful for all the times we had.



Ah well, 2006 has been really memorable for me.
So many things have happened,
so many people have come and gone.

All these, I'll keep them in my memories.
For now, let's look forward to a brighter 2007.


:D


I'm like so screwed up lah.
What have I done.
I should have kept to my words.


Now the regrets are piercing me right back.
It's my freaking fault, not yours.




I want to go back in time.
If only we could.


Yay, I got my 500 bucks.
Screw the stupid ceremony shit lah, damn waste time.
But anyway, I got to meet my primary school friends there. Haha.


I put on my old school uniform for the thing today,
because I realised that this is like the last time I'll get to wear it,
so, treasure the chance. Haha.
Hate the over-blueness of the new set.



Oh whatever, I feel 500 bucks richer now.






You. I don't know what to say or do.
I don't know what my problem is anyway.


Argh, sound like some fucked up bitch.
Feel like dying.


Okay, I spelled percussion wrongly. Haha, sorry lah!


FWAHAHA.
I can do the flutter tongue thing.

I rule. :D





Not pointing fingers at anyone out there,
but I really really despise all those players who hide behind their seniors,
don't even bother to try to play the notes,
and after all that, just don't bother to practise too.

I mean, even if its sight-reading,
don't tell me you can't even hit three notes out of everything lah.


What the hell lah.
Stop hiding behind your seniors lah.
One day they'll just graduate, and your shit will still show.
Its only a matter of time.


Grow up.
Stop living in fairytale land.
Well, it doesn't exist.



Time to wake up.


Yes, I spent my whole day at home doing the brochure
for band for the Sec One orientation thing next Saturday.


Its not as easy as you think, I tell you.
Resizing the pictures alone is hell already.
Nevertheless, I got to learn new things! (:
Because I wanted to add in stuff about all the instruments,
I went online to search for information about every instrument.
Yeah, so I'm a lot smarter now.
I know more than just about the oboe. :D



Not going to show you the brochure YET,
because it's still incomplete.
Here's how the poster looks like.





I did this a long long time ago.
Yes, I love the semi-quaver a lot. Haha.
I wanted to put 'One Band, One Will',
but then I thought that would have nothing to do with attracting Sec Ones,
so I decided to change it to the 'we make music' thing. Lol.


Ah well, I hope like 100 Sec Ones sign up to join band next year,
and come into the band room as say something like,
'Oh! I joined band because the poster and brochure very nice. :D'
that way, my efforts won't be wasted. Haha!


:D



Oh anyway, I heard those using Singnet have problems using the internet,
and it's something like it's due to the earthquake.
Oh well, good luck to all the victims then.




Don't be gone for too long, I'll miss you.


Today has been such a hectic day.

Had band from morning all the way until evening.

I think Hanukkah's slightly better already.
I thank my reed for not backing out today. YAY.
Raisins and Almonds!
And I think I got my running notes quite well already. DOUBLE YAY.


Rushed to tuition after band.
Omfg, I hate peak hours, and I hate the crowd.


I tell you, the ends of the MRT trains is always the best.
Don't go and squeeze with the rest of the
lazy people in the place nearest to the escalator
just because you're lazy to walk to the back.

Because I was rushing to get into the train as soon as possible,
I got into that area lah.
Tired from all the rushing, at least I got a seat.
Then when the train was almost reaching Bishan already,
it like jerked slightly and the guy sitting beside me jerked damn hard to my side.

Oh, don't blame it on the train man. Don't.
That is like the loseriest thing one can every do.


Not that I'm like wearing something damn attractive lah,
but basic courtesy would be to apologise for the accident right.
(if i really was an accident, that is.)

Thank you for just staring and grinning lah.
I would have like just kicked your -ahem- if you were standing lah.


Fucker.



Ah, off to do the brouchure for CCA open house.


Anyway, about being rich,
my richness is only in my bank account.
Apparently my mum isn't going to let me spend the money.


Haha, I got money from some Edusave Scholarship thingie lah,
for good results I guess. Hahaha.



I like 'Girls Out Loud'.
It's that show hosted by Xiaxue and Rosalyn.
Watch it on YouTube if you missed it on TV. (:





I miss you.
& I wonder if you do.


I'm rich.
I'm rich I tell you.


FWAHAHAHAHAAHA.


MY GIRL.
我的女孩。


The Korean Drama that I've been watching lately.
I think it's a really nice show,
compared to GOONG, I like this more. Haha. :x






Lee Da-hae 饰 周幼琳 (right)

Lee Dong-wook 饰 薛功粲
I think he's damn cute! ~!@#$%^&*()
but wait..


Lee Joon-ki 饰 徐政宇

He's CUTER! Fwahahas.
Yes, I'm at it again.


Park Si-yeon 饰 金世宣

I don't really like her lah,
because she's such a bitch in the show.
But I think she's quite pretty anyway.

The story's really nice.
I don't know how to describe it lah,
but I think you should really watch this show.


Well, on the contrary, I don't like It Started With a Kiss.
Yes, 恶作剧之吻.
Don't know why so many people go ranting about how nice it is,
but I find the stupid girl's actions bloody irritating.
It's quite dumb lah. Oh well.


I'm two-timing the dramas again.
I watch both shows at the same time lah, half half. Lol.
I think I don't wanna watch It Started With a Kiss already. Lol.



Happy Boxing Day.


Whooo.
Christmas is finally here.
I'm spending my Christmas watching dramas at home. Haha.


I love my class!
A round of applause for Cavin & Rayson who did the video!
It was hilarious lah. I was laughing like crazy. Haha!
Hardy looks like a donkey! FWAHAHA. ;x

Ah, the pictures sure brought back a lot a lot of memories.
We must like do a continuation of that video lah! :D
I love all of you!



Actually, Christmas is kind of boring lah.
Nothing much to do besides the normal stuff.
Just going out for dinner and stuff only, as usual.
But I still like Christmas. YAY!


For all of you out there with many many presents, good for you!

For all of you out there with no presents, don't be unhappy about it. There's always something else to be happy about.

For all of you with a few presents, be contented. Because at least someone remembered you.



Merry Christmas. (:


MERRY CHRISTMAS!



I hope everyone's happy and smiling now.
May the world be a better place yeah! :D

I was feeling really happy cos it's Christmas already,
so I decided to send my friends smses to wish them Merry Christmas.
The sad thing is not that I have to pay for the 50+ messages,
it's that I got replies asking "Who's this?" & "You are?" & yaddah yaddah.


EEYUR.

Ah whatever.
I shall still be happy cos its christmas.



Feel the love. (:


I went to Liying's blog, and saw pictures of her food at subway.
And now I'm like craving for grilled tomatoes.
~!@#$%^&*() Food!


I'm slowly hating my haircut more and more.
The more I look at it, the more I think I look really fat,
and all the more I want to blame the stupid school uniform for everything bad.

Yeah, what? It's christmas eve, I know.


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!



You know, Santa should be really busy now,
but I still see him online!
Maybe he's using a laptop and wireless internet connection. Haha.

northpole@live.com

Yeah, how do you celebrate Christmas?
I eat, eat, and eat.
And exchange presents.
And say MERRY CHRISTMAS.
And smile.

It's weird, I think.
Because everytime it's Christmas, or Chinese New Year or something,
everyone would like gather, and EAT. Yes, eat.

Haha. Oh well.


Happy 100th day too! (:


The hairdresser must have heard of our horrigible school uniform,
that she decided to give my a shit haircut to match it.


Yes, after 1 and a half months of growing my hair,
I finally went for a haircut today.
& I was thinking to myself, at least if it screws up,
I'll have like ONE WEEK to grow some hair before school re-opens.
Then the next thing I realise,
it's so short already!

Not that I'm not FAT enough,
I look fatter now. Prosperous look? Ugh, perhaps.
But who cares lah.
No matter how good you look, after putting on that shit uniform,
everything would be like ruined already. So, what for?


Oh well, at least I won't get caught for hair problems.
I hope when school re-opens, and when Mrs Teo gives her speech,
she won't say something like,

"Look at all of you. Look so smart and pretty in the new uniform."


Omfg. If she does that, I'll be like trying to kill myself
with the pointed part of a paper crane or something lah.



Oh well, back to my haircut.
Sorry Bibiana, was supposed to go cut together.
I couldn't take it already,
maybe because you told me it looks like shit already,
so I realised how messy it was. O_O


My mum says its nice.
According to her,
I'm just to used to the hair covering half my face.
Now that it's shorter and neater, so I feel weird.



I still think it looks FUNNY. -.-'




OHHH, i just realised how much stupider
the uniform will look with the CLASS COM badge.
Omfg, all the guys can like make up the class com next year lah.


Today, I bought my new uniform,
and yes, I'm very overwhelmed by its ugliness.


Firstly, the skirt is like made of plastic, and its damn blue.

SECONDLY, THE TOOK AWAY THE BREAST POCKET FOR THE GIRLS' BLOUSE.
So yeah, the Commonwealth & logo is like floating in the middle of no where.

THIRDLY, the used COMIC SANS MS Italic for the Commonwealth font.
It looks even worse now that it's like floating in the middle of no where.

FOURTHLY, they made the shirt shorter!
Thanks to all the losers out there who pull
their shirt so low that the rubber band can be seen,
now they really make it so short that the rubber band can be seen.


ITS SO UGLY!

Omfg lah, I feel like crying.
Yeah, like pawk said, mourn for all who have to wear this disaster.
I feel so ashamed to have to put it on lah.
So much for being proud to be a Commonwealthian.


Say it, yes, just say it if you have to.


WHAT THE FUCK.



Yeah, tell us we didn't come to school to be fashionable.
Tell us it doesn't matter cos we come to school to study only.
Tell us all we have to be is just neat and tidy and look stupid.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.
Will the people who thought of the fucking design just kill themselves?
I mean, I could like volunteer to do a nicer one FOR FREE.
Like, they should seriously think about trying the uniform on,
instead of looking at it from 10 metres away and comment that its nice LUH.


WHAT'S WITH THE SCHOOL!




Conclusion:
The school uniform is fucking fashion disaster.


Its gonna make school doubly unpleasant.
I hate it. Omfg, ew.


I declare "Qing Ni Gen Wo Zhe Yang Zuo" my new favourite game.
I like it more than Concentration already. FWAHAHS.

YILI LIANGLI SANLI SILI!


I don't like Murderer.
I so cannot stop laughing lah. Lol.


Despite the burnt food, and Bibiana spilling the drinks,
and the stupid rain that lasts for a few mintues,
the BBQ was fun! :D

Daisy's baked a log cake for all of us.
It was super nice lah. Thank you! (:
Of course, it wouldn't be a party without everyone else.
I hope you all had fun yeah. :D



I didn't take pictures, cos I was busy cooking.
Eh, DUA PAI DE cook for you all to eat okay, be honoured. HAHA.
Pawk! Send me the pictures alright. Haha.


Wah my face is damn red from all the heat lah.
I love BBQs! Fwahahs, fun fun fun!

Oh yeah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOSSI!


Oh yes, thanks for all the gifts people!
I like the watch, Ji. I'll wear it to school everyday. Yay!
Hope all of you had fun yeah.
I love every single one of you! TWOFIVE!



Merry Christmas!


I wonder if other people have a lot of clothes.
Like a walk-in closet, with at least 100 different combinations of clothes to wear.
Every time I ask my mum to buy me new clothes,
she'll make noise and tell me I have a lot already.
Then the next thing I realise is that I'm wearing the same thing all the time.



Actually I have a fair amount lah.
I also don't know why I keep wearing the same thing,
or at least I feel like I keep wearing the same thing?


I think I shouldn't do that.
I regret keep wearing my stupid white tee with a hootie lah.
It was my favourite, so i kept wearing it everytime I could.
Then after washing and washing, it like died.

Yes, mourn.


But nevermind, I've found a new love.
I like my white and yellow-green striped tee now. :D



Okay, I think I sound like a freaking spoilt brat.
Like, think of the poor people in poor countries who don't even have clothes. =(




I did a good deed today!


I was on the MRT, on my way to tuition.
I sat beside this grumpy looking old man.
I kinda felt bad cos my bag is so big that it like overlapped into his area of the seat.


Then when the train reached somewhere like Woodlands,
this lady carrying her son, with a big bag pack and a metro plastic bag with a huge toy,
boarded the train. Obviously there were no seats lah.
So she was standing in front of me.
The grumpy old man actually stood up and gave his seat to that lady.

Awh. How nice.
I didn't even think about doing that lah.
Yes, I'm such an inconsiderate citizen,
and they even put up a sign in the train saying,
"Please give up your seat to someone who needs it more" or something like that.


Felt so bad lah.
So when the train was approaching Ang Mo Kio,
this lady made her two tiny children squeeze into the seat beside me.
Since I was going to get off at Bishan, I let her have my seat!

Yes, I was trying to be nice lah okay.
The old man can do it, so can I. (:



I shan't be so aunty.
I shall learn from that grumpy old man.


YAY! :D




Oh wait! Maybe he's Santa in disguise. Cool...


The rain has stopped,
and the sun is shining as brightly as ever again.


That's something to be happy about. (:




BBQ tomorrow!
Let's all have fun yeah.

Eh, faster faster!
DUA PAI DE WANTS FOOD!


95 days.
2, 280 hours.
136, 800 minutes.
8, 208, 000 seconds.




Wow.
Maybe one day it'll get uncountable.
But wouldn't that be good? Haha.





Smile to the world. (:


It's been raining since yesterday.
At this very moment, Ivan must be the happiest person on Earth.
Joy of Wetness! Fwahahaha.




I love my seniors.
Its so much fun to have them around lah.

Went to IMM with Liying, Gina, Dina and ... Vina? Haha, Ivan lah.
Walked around and bought christmas presents. Uh huh.
Had fun lah. They came up with a lot of funny stuff. Haha!


Thanks, Liying!
Thanks for the Christmas present, and the card.
I'm really really touched by what you wrote inside. Haha!
If Boonkiat doesn't want CHICKEN,
and you decide that you don't want it too,
I can adopt it. HAHA! I love its neck.




Ah, staying at home so rocks can?
I'm going to like stay at home as much as I can from today onwards.

Benefits?

1. Save money! Instant noodles is an easy way to settle meals.

2. Convenient. Any time you feel tired, the bed's available.

3. Comfortable. Especially during this rainy season, its really cosy at home. And if you go out right, you'll have to carry an umbrella, unless you wanna be like Ivan lah. And I think I look damn aunty with an umbrella. :D


Stop thinking there's nothing to do at home.
There's LOADS you can do.
Like, blog? Chat online? Play Reversi? WATCH DRAMAS. :D :D :D
Yeah, that'd help time pass really quickly.



Stop thinking about all the shit.
Start thinking about the happy Christmas season!



Christmas in 6 days! Hohoho.


And then suddenly, it gets so hard to breathe.
No space to turn around, no time to close my eyes.



And perhaps we've been going in a big circle,
and we'll just end up where we started again.

It gets tiring.



Where's that feeling already?





I've no idea why, but I feel like shit now.
I've got that feeling I used to have always,
when I felt that the world was so unstable,
and like I'd die in a few more moments already.

What's with me.



A thousand sighs wouldn't help lighten the load.
It's not that I'm angry with anything,
I don't know why I keep frowning.
I feel tired, so does my face muscles.

你真的很厉害。
因为你的一举一动，都能影响我的心情。
你太重要了。

I miss you, a lot.




打回原型


Neglect.




Maybe you don't care anymore.
Or maybe you think I don't care anymore.


Whatever.


Edit.



How come it rains everyday?
Rain makes me feel sleepy and tired. =(

Ah, nevertheless, I'm looking forward to Thursday's BBQ!
It's been soooo long since I've had a BBQ at home. :D
My mum is being so nice to allow that. Hurray!




I keep losing at Reversi, to Dina. Ugh.


This Christmas is so weird.
I have no idea what my mum is trying to do.
And I've not gotten Christmas presents for everyone.



Shit lah.




Who cares, I still love Christmas. :D


Give the world another chance, please?


Lying on the sofa watching dramas all day is such an enjoyment.
That's the life man.
If only I could like earn money by doing so.
I'd be like one of the richest people in the world or something.



Haha, I think watching dramas make me wonder a lot.
Sometimes, I'd just like start thinking.
Start thinking about how would it be like if it happened to me.
But dramas are like so, ugh.

Perfect ending? Haha. Yeah, laugh.


I think a drama that can make you cry is doubtless, a good one.
But of course not if you're crying cos it's super lousy lah.
Regardless of whether you're crying cos its really touching,
or whether its so funny that you laughed until tears started flowing,
that drama must be a good one.

Things we see, no matter on television or in our daily lives,
definitely makes a difference in our lives.
Perhaps it'd make you feel a different feeling,
perhaps it'd make you realise the importance of some things,
perhaps it'd change you forever.



Well, we'll never know until it happens eh?
Ah, you might think watching dramas is a waste of time,
but I really think I've learnt some things from the dramas I've watched.
Love, friends, family, strangers.


Cherish. Really.
Don't let the people around you worry,
don't let the people who believe in you down,
don't take them for granted.





You say what?
No lah, I'm not dying lah! Haiyoh.


The world might think I'm going crazy. Perhaps I am.

I'd just ignore what the rest of the world has to say,
because I'd only want to listen to you.


Don't need to bother about other people,
don't need to care about what they say,
don't need to care about how they look at you.

I'll trust you, as much as I can.



3 months isn't a very long period of time.
But over the past 3 months, a lot has changed.
Changed a whole lot.

Thank you for being there.



Happy 3rd month. (:


Ah, guilt and uneasiness.
Mixed with a little joy though.
Spiced with the blissful feeling.
And the finishing touch, a sprinkle of love.


<3




It never gets too much to take.
Because you'd make everything worth it.


Another boring day at home.
I've done absolutely nothing since morning, besides eating and slacking.



Feel like going cycling, but my brother's bike's so high.
And it's like raining now, I'll just have to stay indoors.
Television's not appealing, neither is the food.
And I've actually nothing to blog about too.



I finally did Fabian his HYA blogskin.
Didn't do a good job though. It's so plain.
I'm running out of inspiration lah.
Everything I try to do isn't getting anywhere. Ugh. Fugly shit.




How's it like to be moving house?
Because, I've never experienced it before. Haha.
From the time I started having a memory,
I've been living here already. Here, as in my house, now.
Must be something fun I'm missing out. =/
No, then again, it could get quite sucky too.





Ever wondered?


If 1 + 1 = 3,
and if males were the ones with the womb,
and if green tea was purple in colour,
and if mice were called cats,
and if we used our legs to write instead of our hands,
and if fishes could live on land.


What would the world be like, then?


I've decided, I'm going to blog with all my capital letters at the right places. Like at least make the sentences look like sentences. Okay, I know you don't get it, nevermind.



I've fallen in love with Mozilla Firefox,
so I like totally just dumped Internet Explorer aside.
Firefox is so much better, faster, and cuter. Cuter? Yeah. :D



Today, went with Liying to Pan Yun's to get our reeds scraped.
He just cut a little bit of reed away, and the whole sound changed.
Like, wow. Magic. Haha, I should have like just did it myself. Lol.



Then, went to Junction 8.
Walked around, ate stuff, and bought a new handphone pouch.
Haha, enough of the fugly blue one, even though it was a present.
I got a pretty white one to match my phone. Nice.



Proceeded to tuition. Physics and Chemistry.
Call me a loser, nerd, or whatever.
My mum sent me for that lah okay.
But actually, I quite enjoy tuition lah. Its quite fun.
I like the math subjects, and chemistry! For now, I guess.





It's late already!
I haven't done my christmas shopping yet.
Christmas is in like TWELVE freaking days!
Oh my god? Nah, oh your god lah.




Oh yes, TWOFIVE, please check class blog for the plans for christmas party! :D




Ah, listening to songs just makes me wanna go K Box more.
Got loads of songs I really wanna sing with the other five lah.
I miss the time we like totally got damn high and crazy.
Plan K Box soon okay!


I BUAY TAHAN ALREADY.


I'm going to own that Adidas Jacket, I tell you.
Like seriously.

I know my mum's never gonna buy it for me,
so I shall like start thinking of ways and means.
If Santa exists, I hope he reads my blog.

Santa, I've been a good girl, really!


Irritating shit lah, the more I want it,
the more I don't get it,
all the more I see it EVERYWHERE.

Even after like 10 years, after its 过时,
I'll still want it.

No, not the golden one.
The GREY & GREEN one.


Ah, anyway, I've got my tickets to Phantom Of the Opera.
April 6th, 2007. A Friday. :D


Fwahahahas.


my day out, with bibiana. :D
went to library, to attempt to do our homework.
but apparently, our attempt failed very very badly. HAHA.
nevertheless, we had fun.

BOO YOU!
bob, right? haha! where's his pants?
random pic of my stuff. lol.
communication. :D
ugly face #1.
not so ugly face.
EEE, MONSTER!

after that, we went to causeway.
ate lunch at jack's place~
played with the hairbands at chameleon,
luckily we din get chased out or sth lah, damn paiseh one.

:D
smile, i said smile!
yes, the christmas mood. reindeers!
aiyo, dont shy shy lah. ;x
that's the way. haha!
:D
lol.

then then, we went to watch MOVIE!
we watched Casino Royale.
yes, after sooooooo long. a bit late, sorry lah! haha.
outside the cinema,
CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER!
JAY CHOU. ~!@#$%^&*() -goes crazy-
TEEHEES. december, 21st.
GONG LI, CHOW YUN FAT, JAY CHOU, ELLISE LIM!
OPEN SEASON! i like the bear, its cute. ;D
FU ZI, wanted to watch this, but its M18. =(
yeah, CINDERELLA! watched this yesterday.
&& DEATH NOTE 2! 28th, dec.
CHARLOTTES WEB!

ahhhhh, there're so so so many good movies coming.
i can't wait. ;D fwahahahs.
oh yeah, and last of all,

I LOVE MY PHONE'S FLASH!
WE TOOK THIS IS THE BLACK & DARK CINEMA LEY!
i rock, with my phone. TEEHEES.




I LOVE YOU, BIBIANA. :D
oh yes, and what happened to making sushi?
HARHAR, dont kar-nar kar-nar ah. LOLS.
eh i very give you face already hoh, nv post your eyebrow pic. LOL.

let's turn on the air-con.



i think my hair's becoming a disaster.
its getting flatter and flatter each day, maybe im balding. =(
i shall like go and cut it soon.


the wedding dinner yesterday was, okay la. haha.
congratulations to the newly weds. (:

dont worry, this ain't the newly weds.
this is my uncle, and aunty. hahaha. (:
ahmei jiejie, me & tricia.
with tricia. its kinda dark eh.
& my brother! teehees.

ate until damn full, reached home damn late,
slept a lot until i was like late today. haaha.

and today. (:
we went out!
finally after like two weeks of hectic activities and stuff.

i'm sorry. i didn't want to put the other picture.
i think i look fugly. -.- lol. oh well.


we watched CINDERELLA.
its some korean horror movie.
and once again, i like totally freaked out lah.

i think i should start agree-ing with hardy,
watch horror movie, torture yourself only. haha!
oh yeah, where'd hardy go? O_O


ah neverminds.


then, attempt to find the fly kite place failed.
didn't feel like going home, so we went to the stadium to sit sit.

that place brings back loads of memories la.
hahaha, to think i'd go there and sit down like that again.
what was i even thinking. haha.
but the stadium, is nevertheless, a really nice place.
i shall like go and do my homework there someday.



oh yeah, saw the yamaha oboe at the PS yamaha shop.
it costs like $10, 000. omfg lah, i'll never own one.
hahaha, or maybe i'll like just buy a loree.

NO LAH, i shouldn't even think of buying my own oboe,
one day i'll just lose interest in it and throw it aside.
so, yah, don't waste money. haha.



ah, i really really wanna fly kite.
i think i should go and try making my own kite. :D


merry christmas, my friends.
i love every single one of you. (:


go away, all you christmas haters.
christmas is the nicest thing in the whole world.

i recall a movie from a few years back,
its called The Grinch or something like that.
i really really liked that movie. touching it was.
so, let's all share the joy of christmas! whooo! :D


got some wedding dinner tonight.
some cousin on the maternal side of the family's getting married.
ahem, once again, i dont know the bride and groom.
nevertheless, its still a must to go for the dinner,
regardless of how unwilling i am. =( gah.



i fell sick yesterday.
actually, not really sick.
just that i couldn't breathe through my nose,
my voice was hoarse, and had somewhat, a fever.

no bibiana, i didn't like just imagine my fever this time. really.


it really sucks a lot of be sick lah.
its just eat, medicine, sleep, wake up, shit & urine, drink water, sleep.
and you like can't do the things you wanna do,
like go outside and play with the neighbour's doggy,
or play online pool and start losing like crazy.

sucks a lot.

so, people, please take care!
drink more water, have more rest!
we must be prepared, healthy and all,
so that we can celebrate christmas! WHOO. :D







卓文萱 & 曹格 - 梁山伯与茱丽叶


did i say something like I LOVE CHRISTMAS before?
oh yes. christmas is in like SIXTEEN days, if i'm right.
i can't wait!


tis the season to be jolly, fwalalala, lalalala~

what do you want for christmas?
i've got like a thousand and one things on my list.
its impossible to get everything though,
I STILL LOVE CHRISTMAS!




feel the joy of christmas lah. x)
god bless all the kids with down syndrome!


i changed my blogskin.
spent the whole afternoon on this.
looks quite nice to me. hahaha. oh whatever.
was never good at designing in the first place.


today's a super slack day.
stayed at home the whole day.
watched vcds, played games, used com, listened to songs, eat, sleep, walk around, pee, what else is there to do? haha.

my latest addiction: YAHOO! online pool. :D



staying at home is nice lah.
even though it gets boring sometimes,
but there's no place better than home.
hahaha. :D



im looking forward to monday.
its been two whole weeks, i miss you! =/




oh yes, if anyone has a recording of Rhapsody For Hanukkah,
that's better that the NTUSB and the JWFMB version,
send it to me okay!
i want one with a beautiful oboe solo,
so that at least i'll like have a guide to how to play it well. haha.





ah, chinese tuition later.


hello everyone, i'm back! (:
band camp was, hmm, okay nevermind.
before i comment on anything, pictures first. (:

with eugene!
& liying!
uh, empty seats. they went for dinner. (:
uh huh.
food! thanks liying. :D
jocelyn and eugene.
liying.
and oh your god, this is Mr Kenneth De Souza, also known as KDS.
what was i thinking lah. why did i take a picture with him! -.-
I DONT HAVE DOWN SYNDROME.
the night scenery's pretty. my cam's not that good.
tianji, liying & me.
& i boldly asked danny to take a picture with us! yeah. i rock.
tianji, danny, liying, me! (:
with nurul, nisa, shuyi, jasmine, and my purple jacket. :D
me and shuyi.
oboists!
liying & tianji.
people preparing for combined sectionals.
shuyi and weiyao.
"when i saw shuyi, i was so overwhelmed by shuyi, that i shouted, ELLISE!" - weiyao.
hahahaha! :D look at his shocked expression la. lols.
the scenery outside. pretty.
with jasmine.
& siqing.
chonhei and tianji.
aiya weiyao, they dont wanna take with you la. ;x
i always thought i look good with specs. HAHA.
shot taken by chester. then he sent it to me. having lunch. (:
shot of us with danny from liying's phone.
and one last picture, the oboe section`05! :D


exchange with nyjc was enjoyable.
its nice to see all the ypsb people after so long. hahaha.
we should have more exchanges lah. :D

band was tiring, yet, i managed to have fun.
i don't feel myself improving at all though. maybe its not enough.
loads of practising. sectionals, combined sectionals, full band.
numerous hours of practising for the past four days. tiring.

nevertheless, night time was fun.
we ate tidbits at night, despite having full band til midnight.
and talking about all the stuff together,
sneaking around playing daidee in the dark,
it was really enjoyable. (:


i had fun. i worked hard. i played, not really hard.
i learnt a lot more about my music playing.
i got to know my fellow band mates better.
i had my frustrations. i irritated people.
i screwed up. i blacked out. i wanted to cry and give up.
i felt like shit. i felt like i was in heaven.

& now, i'm really really tired from everything.

i really really enjoyed the company of my fellow band mates and seniors,
thought it really sucked to feel like you're isolated from the whole outside world.
but i really really enjoy playing with the band,
its really damn nice to hear beautiful sound, coming out from the band,
and you're sitting there, knowing that you're a part of it.

but then the beautiful sound doesn't last, does it.
i think we really pissed mr tan off big time.
he must be like so damn disappointed.

we should have started long time ago already.
but its better late than never, isn't it.
hopefully everyone really wakes up from their fairytale dreams already.


ignite your passion.



all talk and no action's nothing.
i shall prove it.